Who? Who is but the form, following the function of What.

FUCK EVERYTHING
FUCK MY LIFE
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUUUUCK!

JESUS FRICKEN CHRIST GOD!

I CALL MY DAD TO CONFIRM GOING HOME ON TUESDAY, RIGHT? CUZ, YOU KNOW, I DO? AND HE TOLD ME I COULD?
AND HE'S LIKE "FOR WHAT? SO YOU CAN JUST DO THE SAME STUFF YOU'VE BEEN DOING? JUST BEING WITH THE GIRL ALL THE TIME, EVERY DAY? BEING LAZY AND GETTING UP LATE, STAYING UP TILL 3 AM? NO, SALVADOR. I'M NOT GOING TO PUT UP WITH YOU. I'M HERE, ITS 10 PM, I'M TIRED, AND IM STILL WORKING. WHAT DO YOU DO? HUH? I KNOW WHY YOU WANT TO COME, JUST SO YOU CAN SPEND TIME WITH THAT GIRL? CUZ THAT'S ALL YOU DO. JUST EVERYDAY, ALL THE TIME, JUST THINKING ABOUT THE GIRL. THAT'S ALL YOU DO. SO WHAT, SO YOU'RE GONNA QUIT SCHOOL JUST TO SPEND TIME WITH HER, TOO? A GIRL IS NOTHING, SALVADOR. IF YOU COME EARLY, YOU'RE NOT GONNA BE AT HOME. YOU'RE GONNA BE WITH ME ALL THE TIME, SALVADOR BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH INSERT SHIT HERE"
DUDE
LIKE WHAT THE FUCK?
WHAT IS HIS FUCKING PROBLEM? JESUS CHRIST

LIKE, WHAT THE HELL?
I FUCKING HATE IT WHEN HE DOES THIS. JUST STARTS THIS HUGE UNENDING TIRADE OF FUCKING STUPID SHIT THAT IS TOTALLY UNRELATED AND UNNECESSARY!
WHAT'S THE FUCKING PROBLEM?
OKAY I UNDERSTAND THAT HE DOESN'T LIKE ME STAYING UP LATE OR WHATEVER
BUT COME ON?
ALSO "OH ALL YOU DO IS SPEND TIME WITH THE GIRL, BLAH BLAH!"
"SO NOW YOU'RE GONNA QUIT SCHOOL TO SPEND TIME WITH HER, TOO?"
DUDE
WHAT THE FUCK?
WHERE DID -THAT- COME FROM?
WHAT?
THAT DOESN'T EVEN MAKE ANY SENSE.
I NEVER SAID I WANTED TO QUIT SCHOOL
ALSO, RIGHT, YEAH CUZ YOU KNOW...I'M TOTALLY GONNA SPEND TIME WITH HER WHILE...-SHE'S- AT SCHOOL.
"I KNOW WHY YOU WANNA COME, JUST  TO SPEND TIME WITH HER"
SO WHAT?
WHAT'S THE FUCKING PROBLEM? YOU FUCKING BITTER, HATEFUL, FUCKING FUCK... JESUS GOD!
YEAH, SHE'S MY GIRLFRIEND. I LOVE HER. BUT LIKE I'LL EVEN TELL YOU THAT CUZ YOU'LL JUST SPIT ON IT LIKE YOU USUALLY DO ANYTHING THAT HAS TO DO WITH COMMITMENT AND ROMANCE.

"YOU'RE GONNA BE WITH ME ALL THE TIME"
WHAT THE FUCK?
THAT'S NOT EVEN FAIR...
I UNDERSTAND YOU NOT WANTING ME TO SPEND ALL THE TIME AT HOME OR DOING STUPID SHIT, BUT ALL THE TIME?
I'M NOT A FUCKING SLAVE.

YOU'RE SO FUCKING STUPID
I HATE YOU.

Dude.
What.
The.
Fuck.

I want to go to Comic Con now.
SOOOO Bad.

Joss Whedon was there.
Dr Horrible Panel.
Nathan Fillion selling autographs (For charity, so that's nice ^^)
Etc, etc.

Unlike, say, Anime Conventions which (to me, as an outsider) seem to be a more of "ZOMG LET'S GO RUN AROUND AND DO RANDOM SHIT FOR THREE DAYS THAT'S JUST SO FUN" (or perhaps i'm biased cuz I never have gone, and [some] of my friends go all the time and then i get stuck home with nothing to do cuz for some cruel reason my OTHER friends also happen to be doing something [albeit more...productive-ish most of the time]) Comic Con actually seems like it'd be interesting and stimulating. And, you know, It's got a lot of nerd-dom going for it, rather than just Anime (which I'm really only shin-deep in) and, at a lesser extent, some video game stuff.
Movies, TV Shows, Comic Books (duh? XDD. Not really into that either) etc, etc.

So..basically yeah.

I want to go to Comic Con next year T_T

i hate this feeling
I feel tired, but not the kind of tired that'll go away if i go to sleep. My stomach hurts, yet i've eaten normally today. I feel pissed off, and sad. Like crying, and like yelling. Like just curling up in the dark, yet i feel the urge to beat someone up.
Why...
What's wrong with me...
This all just randomly started, and there isn't really anything that i can see as being the culprit. Sure there are those feelings of insecurity and self-consciousness i get from time to time, but i've always had them.
I don't know...
Am I depressed? That's ridiculous. It's summer! I've got no schoolwork, no real responsibilities. I'm perfectly alright health-wise. There are no family or money problems. no one close to me has died. I have a great girlfriend.
My life should be great rigth now....
So why do I feel like shit...?
Am I sick?
What the hell is wrong with me!?
I honestly and sincerely have no idea...
I'm scared...

WHJGDSLHIfbeqi;vf;iyaehfvqweigekrw;fheo;hfgoblwEUO;hfjgk9pil!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ZOMGWTFBBQ AWESOME SAUCE~

DOLLHOUSE GOT RENEWED FOR A SECOND SEASON! =DDDDDDDDD

YAAAAAYYYY

Waha!
Today has kinda blown so far.
Dad made me get up and go to work with him, and that's never fun anymore. We always seem to argue over the most trivial things. I do that with alot of people these days...maybe I have some sort of issue...should see a psychiatrist.
Anyway.
Went to dad's work, drew a bit, wasted time.Called Alan and he helped me sort a couple things out I was dwelling on.
Time dwindled away and suddenly it was 4. Dad dropped me off with mom (who was at Target...) and we went to go pick up the Corsage from Conroy's, went to Barnes and Noble's to go buy some new Moleskines(cuz my old one was in the backpack that was stolen) and a new 1984 Sparknote (also stolen) and now im here. I'm about to go hop in the shower and get ready.
This entry...SUCKS!
BUT IT'S BECAUSE I DID NOTHING UP TO THIS POINT BUT IT WAS LIKE...6 HOURS! WTF O_0
Bah!
Gonna go get dolled up-Er, Uh..I mean...manned up.
YEAH! >=D

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
My dad

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
Hmm...
I was tearing up yesterday but i haven't CRIED CRIED in a while

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Meh...not as much as i could. Its aight

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Roast Beef or Turkey Ham

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
Uh...no.

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Maybe...


7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Naww, i use marcasm!

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
Yep

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
Not just 'cuz..

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
Meh...
I dunno

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
Nope

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
Chocolate/Rainbow Sherbet
I usuallt get a double scoop cone with both

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
Their face?

15. RED OR PINK?
Red.

16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
My fatness D=
And my laziness

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
Lauren...

18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
I really don't care either way..

19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
Dull-black ...i want to say jeans, 'cept they have like a weave where theres lotsa vertical lines in them...
and Black and Brown checkered Vans

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Feel Like Pwning Noobs...lol i just left it on Shuffle ><

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
Uhh...
I dunno?
XD
Dont think its up to me

23. FAVORITE SMELL?
I'm not sure what the shampoo brand/smell is officially called...gonna have to ask her...

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Steven...which is when i dropped my phone into the toilet -_-

25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
I was not sent this I stole it from Hannah...she's cool, sure

26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
N/A

28. EYE COLOR?
Brown

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
No.

30. FAVORITE FOOD?
Any food that is good

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
Happy Endings

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
Saw

33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
Black

34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Hmmm...
I prefer cold weahter but summer=summer vacation so...
Im going to have to call a draw here...

35. HUGS OR KISSES?
Both are good, but kisses I only want to share with one special girl =D

37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Wha?

38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Wha?

39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
Should be finishing 1984.

40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
I have a Marine Corps mouse pad =D

41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
Umm...
King Kong was on XD

42. FAVORITE SOUND(S).
Ocean? Rain's good too

43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
Rolling Stones

44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
Cancun

45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
Don't think so..

46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Our very own Bakersfield California

47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
Everyone and Anyone, duh!

48. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER?
She was prezy of the Anime Club last year

<input ... >

I found this song through Pandora a month or so ago and I just sort of gave it a sideways listen. Well I was listening to Pandora yesterday while cleaning my room and it came on again. Since I was pretty much bored out of my skull since i was, you know, CLEANING- I actually took time and -listened- to the song
It's really a beautiful and emotional song, with very poweful lyrics. Brandon Flowers is an amazing writer, but he didn't write this one (this is a cover, the original band being The Dire Straits) yet he still covered the song, something The Killers seldomly do.
So, I just decided to post this on up here.
I've Bolded the parts that to me seem the most powerful and memorable lines in the song.




Lovestruck Romeo sings the streets a serenade
Laying everybody low with a love song that he made
He finds a streetlight, he steps out of the shade
Say's somethin' like "You and me babe, how 'bout it?"

Juliet says "Hey, it's Romeo! You nearly gave me a heart attack..."
He's underneath the window, she's singin' "'Hey, la, my boyfriend's back'
You shouldn't come around here, singin' up people like that. "
Anyway, whatcha gonna do about it?
Juliet, the dice was loaded form the start
And I bet, that you exploded in my heart
And I forget, I forget...the movie song
When you gonna realize it was just that the time was wrong?
Juliet...

Come up on different streets, and both are streets of shame
Both dirty, both mean. Yes and the dream is just the same.
Then i dreamed your dream for you, now your dream is real
How can you look at me like i was just another one of your deals?
You can fall for chains of silver. You can fall for chains of gold.
You can fall for pretty strangers, and the promises they hold
You promised me everything. You promised me thick and thin, yeah
Now you say "Oh Romeo? Yeah I used to have a scene with him"

Juliet, when we made love you used to cry
I said "I love you like the stars above, I'll love you 'till I die"
And there's a place for us...You know the movie song'
When you gonna realize, it was just that the time was wrong?
Juliet..

I can't talk the talk, like the talk on the TV
and I can't do the love song like it's meant to be
And I can't do everything, but I'd do anything for you
I can't do anything 'cept be in love with you
And all I do is miss you and the way we used to be..
And all I do is keep the beat and the bad company...
And all I do I kiss you through the bars of a Rhyme..
Juliet, I 'd do the stars with you anytime

Juliet, when we made love you used to cry
I said "I love you like the stars above, I'll love you till I die"
And there's a place for us..You know the movie song
When you gonna realize, It was just that the time was wrong?
Juliet..

And lovestruck Romeo sings the streets a serenade
Laying everybody low with a love song that he made
He finds a convenient streetlight, steps outta the shade
Says something like "You and me babe, how 'bout it?"

What's your favorite sports drink?:
Wiat like...
a labeled "Sports Drink"? or a drink to drink while doing physical activity?
Whatever.
Gatorade is okay. Kinda gross sometimes tho. I dont drink it when actually doing physical activity. I prefer water for that

Do you wear sunglasses while driving?:
Yeah.

Look to your left. Name the first thing you see.:
The rain-soaked backyard.

What ink cartridge does your printer take?:
HP 93 Color Ink Cartridge

Last magazine you read?:
Probably MacLife

Do you download music legally or illegally?:
i prefer to buy songs from iTunes. But SOMETIMES they decide to NOT have songs on there or make songs Album Only and...man. Leave me no choice, Apple.

Favorite kind of potato chips?:
Frito Lay Honey BBQ Twists.
Those things are amazing

At around 3:00 PM yesterday you were doing what:
Um...
'round 3:00...
I was...
OMG!
I was driving back from UCLA cuz my stupid brother decided it'd be a good idea to shoot himself in the eye -_-

How many burned CDs do you have?:
I don't usually use burned CDs since when im listening to music its either on my Mac, my PS3, or my iPhone

Cereal you couldn't live without?:
I could live without cereal no prob

What's the one thing you couldn't afford to leave behind on a vacation?:
iPhone

Can you watch golf on TV for more than 15 minutes?:
I never watch Gold on TV at all

Ever gone bungee jumping?:
Nuh-uh

How about jumping on a trampoline?:
Who hasn't?

What does a CPA do?
He overcharges you for doing a whole bunch of stupid shit and you have to pay him or else you risk getting boned by the IRS

Do you still live with your parents?:
Yeah...-_-

Temperature outside?:
Dude, I don't know. Probably on the chilly side

Ever read a motivational book?:
Not too many.

What kind of toothpaste do you use?:
Colgate something...
now that I think of it, why are there so many variations?
Honestly shouldn't they all do the same thing? -_-

Best pizza place in town?:
BJ's
that or Lenny's. But Lenny's is in Lamont

How many friends on your MySpace list?:
I don't know. Hardly use Myspace

Ever stomped on an ant and felt like godzilla?:
Wtf?

Best computer game is?:
WoW


If you had 24 hours to live, what would you do?:
Um...
I don't know...


Would you like to ride around in a tank just for the fun of it?:
Hell yeah!

Last movie you saw?:
I saw saw last, saw was the last movie i saw, because i saw saw most recently.

Was it any good or was it terrible?:
It was pretty cool I guess

Coke or Pepsi?:
Diet Coke.

Remember MC Hammer?:
Remember?
Im too young to, like, REMEMBER him. But I know who he is

Are you superior to Chuck Norris?:
No one is superior to Chuck Norris

How many pairs of socks do you own?:
I don't count them...

How does this survey compare to others that you've taken?:
Meh

Urgggghhhhhhhhhhaaaaarrrr

GAVBJHSBDGHJSABKHBAFDSBFKDSFBDBLFA


I feel crappy for some reason and i don't even know....

Blah...

I tried to play Halo 3 but i kept getting pwned and i just got tired of it. Lately I feel like I'm slowly become dissinterested in video games which i find really sad as a concept. I grew up a gamer, video games were my life for so long. It's just... i don't know ><. Im sick of the same ol' same ol' stuff. every shooter is pretty much the same no matter what...and like I can't think of any other video games. I really liked MGS for a while but then i got frustrated with 2 so i stopped....I just pretty much fail at life at this point -_-.

And like...I tried watching South Park but it was PAINFUL awful. And then I tried watching 30 Rock and i got through an episode and then i just stopped. Then I watched like 20 minutes of Scarface but then got bored...Wow. -_-

I shouldn't feel like this but I do anyway. Gahhrhhrhahgvbdrhgdsgrshgfailure.

Whatev....

1( My Daily Meme/Survey )

Couldn't sleep last night because I was too busy thinking about stupid things I shouldn't. For some reason I felt refreshed in the morning even though I probably fell asleep at like 2 AM...



1.st Period: ROTC was stupid...
Wait...
nevermind that was yesterday.
We got an introduction to the solar system. It was okay...honestly i learned it all when i was in elementary school.
I still don't know If I want to get out of the class or not...
Who knows...
Tyler was as annoying as ever ><

2nd Period Journalism:
Journalism was pretty chill.
Just hung out with my J-Buds Mallory, Chris, Andre and Jonni.
I should've been working on my thesis but whatever.

3rd Period Euro:
Half-Payed attention while half-doing other stuff. Liek writing/surfing the 'net.
Realized Pearl Harbor was probably a conspiracy to have a reason to enter the war...
Man...my way of thinking is SO a drag sometimes...
But i prefer it to blatant ignorance...

4th Period Psychology:
I was freaking out cuz I thought we were going to have to do our presentations (Anxious Personality Disorders) and Amy wasn't there and tuff. But since we were last we didn't have enough time...
Whatever, just gonna procrastinate and waste time again -_-. Man...i hate myself sometimes.

5tch Period Lunch:
My Coco didn't come to school after all, so I was kind of bummed. But everyone (Steven, Stephen, Carissa, Sarah) else was here so I guess it was okay...
I honestly wish I saw Steven more...he's a really good friend and I feel we click well (sometimes) but he;s always busy with other things... i dunno.

6th Period Math: I just lost myself in my drawing all period...It was fun. (We were learning about Mean, Median and Mode so wahtever)
I got a b- on the math test!
=D
I'm surprised....
I half-BS'd it ><
Oh, aslo I did my thesis for English last 10 minutes of clas...we'll get to that later.

7th Period English:
Mrs Fotis-Smith gave us our schedule for our research paper stuff...looks kind of tight (thats what she said, amirite?) but whatever...
She was taking turns talking to kids about their thesis so I just talked to Stephen all period.
At the end of the period (had to stay afterschool >< she ran out of time) she looked over my thesis and was like "Good job Sal. Very good thesis. Youll be able to make a very strong paper)
><
I think I'm half-blessed...

Then after school Andrew texted me and told me to go to Layout. So I did...
Stephen didnt like the idea very much but in the end i guess he didnt really mind. He was just kind of listening most of the time (freak...)
Mallory is so random ><
We just hung out like usual...

Then me and Stephen went to the Marketplace so I could get a haircut (my hair now looks less stupid...)  and we went to see Watchmen. ONCE AGAIN i ran into an issue with the tickets...the lady was like "um...can I see some id please?" "i dont have it...are you serious?" "yeah...im sorry i cant give you a ticket without an id :/"
I liked her attitude. She was definitely "this is my job..sorry" rather than being a bitch about it. So I called my dad (who's office is right next to the Marketplace) to come and buy the tickets and he did so.
So I watched Watchmen (thats a mouthful...) for the second time.
It was kind of tedious... (especially the slow parts ><) but it was okay...
Stephen seemed to enjoy it and we talked about it after.
Then we got into an argument about how 9/11 could very possibly be engineered (as horrible as that seems...) becaus theres no way an airplane could make a huge reinforced building(s) like that topple down, etc.

Then...I cam home aroun 9:30 and just chilled out here (im very receptive when it comes to words...><)
I'm probably gonna run in a bit and take a shower and go to bed

( Another flippin Meme...I'm bored.. )

What are you listening to?
Currents-Dashboard Confessional

Do you usually tell people when they hurt your feeling?
No


Will you be in bed in the next 20 min?
Nope...


What are you planning on doing after this?
probably take a shower and go to Carissa's...maybe clean up my room before then


Do you currently have a hickey?
no ><

Miss anyone?
most definitely...


When was the last time you really laughed?
uhh...
Friday ><

Do you trust all of your friends?
not all of them, no


Did the one person that hurt you most in your life apologize?
yeah?



Was it a boy or girl who called you last?
boy

Who's the last person you hugged?
Uhh...my brother...?



How are you feeling right now?
im alright..


Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight?
i don't think so...
i hardly talk on the phone...


Do you still talk to the person you last kissed?
Yeah..


Is your hair curly or straight?
It's: Ghey


Where did you meet the last person you were in a car with?
They're my family..


Do you think a lot of people think bad things about you?
Nah...



Do you continue fighting in an argument even though you're wrong?
Im never wrong


What was your first thought this morning?
><' I blacked out last night!


you listen to music every day?
duh


Is anything bothering you?
not really.


Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
not really...



Have you ever had a poem or a song written about you?
No...?


Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
someone elllssssse :3

When was the last time something bothered you?
hmmm
yesterday...?


Are you a jealous person?
a little bit...

Have you ever told anyone you were okay when you really weren't?
yeah


Do you think anyone in general out there loves you?
yes, some random person in general ADORES me you don't even KNOW!

Last person who told you things were going to be okay?
i dunno..


Be honest, do you like people in general?
sure?




It's 4 in the morning, your phone rings who do you expect it to be?
I probably didn't even wake up....


What do you think your best friends doing right now?
i dunno...
probably playing WoW


How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
30-ish...?


Do you think you like anyone?
i know i do

Do you talk a lot?
not really...


Is there a member of the opposite gender on your mind?
of course


Have you told anybody you loved them today?
no


Who was the last person other than a member of your family that was in your house?
Lauren


Can a girl and a boy be best friends without having feelings for each other at one point in the friendship?
i don't know...
probably not...?

Today....was an amazing day.
I loved it...

...
That is all I need to say... =3

Started this earlier...(yesterday)
Finished it right now

Let others know a little more about yourself, re-post this as a note, with your name
followed by "ology"

FOODOLOGY*

What is your salad dressing of choice?
Ranch or Caesar

What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
Outback Steakhouse

What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of?
I dunno...


What are your pizza toppings of choice?
Everything

What is the most disgusting food you've ever tried?
Bleu Cheese...*shudders*
Oh, and bloodmeat.
Which probably isnt the real term
its like blood sausage...except just meatness

TECHNOLOGY*

How many televisions are in your house?
Currently? 3

What color cell phone do you have?
Black
iPHONE FTW

Do you own an iPod?
I have an iPhone

How many songs on it?
300 around.

BIOLOGY*

Are you right-handed or left-handed?
Right

Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
My appendix


What is the last heavy item you lifted?
Hmm....
Probably the new TV i hope to god I get

Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
No o_0.

BULLCRAPOLOGY*
(This is a horrid title...-_-)

If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
I'm not sure.
On one hand, i'd like to know i cant take my time for granted. On the other, it'd probably take over my mind and id be constantly thinking i have a DUE date...

If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
My name is fine...
I kinda wish I had one of those like...totally recognizable names
Like Steven Speilberg, Jon Stewart, Justin Timberlake, Akiva Goldsmith...something that rolls off the tongue
"Salvador Cruz" does not do that...
I will never be famous

Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
Uhh....
Can't that seriously harm your liver?
I am not risking my liver for a meesly thousand

DUMBOLOGY*

How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
2?
I think...

Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
Oh my god...I was ditching the other day...I was at Jerry's Pizza and this girl we were with suddenly got a bug-eyed look looking over my shoulder. I turn around and there are two Deputies standing there. I was like "Shit...what's gonna happen? Should I run...should i let them take me...oh my god my dads gonna fucking FREAK"
They just said "thank you" to the chick behind the counter and left...
My god that was close...
I nearly pissed my pants 0_0


FAVORITOLOGY*

Season?
Spring...it's nice and NOT FRICKING HOT/COLD


Holiday?
Meh....
Holidays don't really do it for me?


Day of the week?
Friday...


Month?
I don't know...I don't really have one

CURRENTOLOGY*

Missing someone?
Yes...T_T

Mood?
Eh...

What are you listening to?
Some spanish song...

Watching?
Nothing

Worrying about?
Having to go to Disneyland against my will...
My impending assignments
Other things...


RANDOMOLOGY

First place you went this morning?
Subway

What's the last movie you saw?
Evolution :D
We didn't finish it....

Do you smile often?
No...
I look weird when i smile anyway X_X


Do you always answer your phone?
No.... :P


Its four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
You tell me
I don't have a notorious "4 am" texter if thats what you mean
But If they wake me up ill gladly answer it


If you could change your eye color what would it be?
My eyes are fine...
they're brown, i have black hair and tannish skin.
itd be fricken weird if they were blue or somethig

What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic?
I dont go to Sonic...




Can you do push ups?
Yeah...
Not as many as i'd like tho..

Can you do a chin up?
one...
/failure

Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
Nervous...

Ever been in a car wreck?
God no

Do you have an accent?
Nope
But Ive decided the perfect several different fake accents
XD

What is the last song to make you cry?
Uh...
I don't know if i've ever cried because of a song


Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
Yeah

Name 3 things you bought Today
Uhh...a Turkey Leg.. XD
a Frozen Lemonade
and a cute Wall-E plushie for enviousenvy101 :3

Current hate/dislike right now?
My lack of discipline/drive
Also the fact that I have so little control over anything

Met someone who changed your life?
I'm not sure...
My life hasn't been changed yet.
But who knows, i might've met someone who has yet to change my life?
I don't know...
This is a weird question so im giving a weird answer

How did you bring in the new year?
By....
being a little noob and sleeping in my cousin's room while everyone was having a good time downstairs...
I think i was feeling upset that day...
they must think i hate them ^^'

What song represents you?
Uhhh
I don't know...
and I dont feel like looking through my songs ><

Name three people who might complete this?
Lauren
Sarah?
No one else

Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
Maybe...
but then i dont know if thats the best thing I could do...

When did you last cry?
Uh...
I think it was.... a little over a week ago

Who was the last person you took a picture of?
Um...Wall-E plushie
XD

Who is the last person you talked to?
I'm talking to Lauren right now...

Who is the last person you hugged?
Uhhh...
I don't know.
My mom?

Do you believe in staying close with your ex's?
It depends. Im semi-close to Hayley...(as close as i can be seeing as we have no classes, dont share the same lunch, and she fails at MSN conversations now)

Are most of the friends in your life new or old?
New

Do you like pulpy orange juice?
Not like...WOAZ pulpy. But i do like some pulp in mah juice, yes

What is something your friends make fun of you for?
Umm
Oh my god Sarah calls me a stalker and a pervert DX
No one else really makes funny of me serially...
ONLY YOU, SARAH!

Have you ever ridden on an elephant?
Wtf?

What are you saving your money up for right now?
Uh...
a TV?
Ive had the same amount of money for like 2 months tho..

When is the last time you ate peanut butter and jelly?
Uhh...
I dont know.
I dont eat PBJ very often myself

What song(s) do you want played at your funeral?
Hmm...
I dont think about things like this!
I dont know...same answer the the song that describes me...dont wanna go through my songs right now

What is the most fun thing you did this week?
Well today is Monday...
In the last 7 days you mean?
Hanging out with Lauren

What is the worst/hardest thing you did this week?
Uh...
Nothing?

What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
Ugh....I dont really care about going to Disneyland why do I have to wake up lemme sleep GAHHH

TEN FAVORITES.

1. PERSON -  Hmmm.
I like a few people...
I don't feel like picking my "favorite" cuz that's just...not cool.
But...those people should know if/that they are one of my favorites *wink*
Man...theres...something in my eye...XD

2. FLOWER -Uhh....Not really big on flowers. Flowers are nice, I suppose. They liven up a room/environment. I've always wanted to have a Cherry Blossom Tree...im sure thats not the actual name but...
Yeah...

3. COLOR - I dunno....
I like red...but then i also like blue. And black is always a nice color, especially for shirts....Hmmm....
T_T


4. SPORT - Not big on sports...
Definitely not Football though. I don't even understand the rules ><
Broom (since its much easier to maneauvar on shoes than on skates) Hockey is fun...

5. MALL - The Beverley Center...I LOVE YOU APPLE STORE!

6. MUSIC - Alternative and Classic Rock...some Hip Hop/Rap is cool as long as its not retarded (i.e. Not about "hoes"...except for "Boats and Hoes...that song is genius)....uh....Not country. My god do I hate those people...

7. FOOD -  Hmm....
I don't really have a favorite type of food...
Just something that tastes good... ><'

8. SEASON - Spring...the 1 month Bakersfield has of it...-_-

9. DAY - Uh...now I feel like I'm copying XD

10. STATE -  never been to another one than good ol' Cali

TEN FACTS.

1. HOMETOWN - Bakersfield, California. It's not fantastic...but it's aight. It's...home.

2. HAIR COLOR - Black...like seriously. Omg...this one time I was getting my haircut and this weird lady getting her hair like...washed or something taks to her...person...and is like "oh my god look at his hair. Look at how black it is" Like..wtf woman. im 10 feet away from you. I KNOW ENGLISH. jesus...

3. HAIR LENGTH -  Like 2 inches. I hate my hair...
Oh  wait ill rant about that next

4. HAIR STYLE - Failstyle. Its...i hate it. It's like all poofy and thick...I wish my hair was straight. Im considering getting out of ROTC so I can grow my hair out and straighten it.... XD

5. EYE COLOR - Brown. Uh...
Yeah brown...?
I dont know any denominations.
I should look them up.
I need to research them for a certain...purpose. XD

6. SHOE SIZE -  depends. It ranges from 9.5 to 10.5 depending on the shoes

7. MOOD -  It's contingent on the situation and

8. SMELL -  Hmm....
I really don't know the name of that shampoo/conditioner...

9. AVAILABLE - Well, yeah kinda.
No, Wasco girl!
NO!
I'm only HALF available!
><

10. LEFTY/RIGHTY - Right
Tho... the left hand feels like it's someone else doing it...
bwahaha.. I love that sketch...and...that is true anyway tho XD

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.

1. EVER BEEN IN LOVE - I don't think so
2. DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE -  Yeah
3. WHY DID THE LAST RELATIONSHIP FAIL -  It never started...because...she's a fickle...person.
4. EVER HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN - I think so...?
5. HAVE YOU EVER BROKE SOMEONES HEART - Naw...
Wait yes...
Poor poor Venus and Rebecca...
6. EVER FALLEN FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND - Uhhh..no?
7. EVER LOVED ANYONE AND NEVER TOLD THEM -  No.
8. ARE YOU AFRAID OF COMMITMENT - Not in the slightest
9. EVER HAD A SECRET ADMIRER - Wouldnt I not know that? Being a secret an' all? Geez....dense!
10. BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT -  Nuh uh


TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT.

1. LOVE OR MONEY -  Love.
2. FLY OR DRIVE -  Depends...If I want to just relax and get to a place quickly then fly. But if I want to spend time with whomever Im with and have an adventure getting to the destination then drive
3. LOVE OR LUST -  Love.
4. ONE NIGHTERS OR RELATIONSHIP -  Relationship.
5. TV OR INTERNET -  Internet.
6. PEPSI OR COKE - Hmm...Coke. Coke Zero...
7. WILD NIGHT OUT/ROMANTIC NIGHT IN -  Romantic Night In
8. COLOR OR BLACK/WHITE PICS -  Black and White pictures are cool and have a certain novelty to them.
9. PHONE OR PERSON -  Person
10. MSN OR MYSPACE - MSN...myspace is lame. Wait...why are they comparing MSN and Myspace...theyre not really alike...wouldnt Facebook or Myspace, or MSN or AIM be better...?


TEN HAVE YOU EVERS.

1. EVER BEEN CAUGHT SNEAKING OUT -  I've never tried. My dad would kill me.
2. DONE SOMETHING YOU REGRET -  Hmm...dont think so.
3. EVER GONE TO A RACE TRACK - Negatory
4. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN SKYDIVING - Nope
5. EVER BEEN ON A HOUSE BOAT -  What's that? Like...you mean a Yacht? WTF?
6. FINISHED AN ENTIRE JAW BREAKER - Not even close XD.
9. EVER RAN AWAY - No...that's stupid
10. CAUGHT THE PARENTS DOING IT -.... Don't.....no. shut up. SHUT UP.

TEN EMOTIONS.

1. MISSING SOMEONE RIGHT NOW -  Yeah...
2. ARE YOU HAPPY -  Kind of...I feel kind of irked... I wanna go Hooooome
3. ARE YOU TALKING TO ANYONE RIGHT NOW? -  Yeah
4. ARE YOU BORED - Kinda

5. ARE YOU EXCITED - Hmm... I don't know. Not for something like...specific. iPhone OS 3.0 is going to be showcased tomorrow but I don't think it'll be that great...

6. ARE YOU TIRED - Yeah
7. ARE YOU HUNGRY -  God no...I ate too much today DX
8. ARE YOU DEPRESSED - Hmmm..nah.
9. ARE YOU STRUGGLING -  Not really
10. DO YOU HAVE FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE - Absolutely :)

Urgh...
Apparently me and my family are going to Disneyland.
I don't recall specefically wanting to go...but we're going. Yay for little brothers.
Not that i have a problem with Disneyland or anything...its just not very fun to go with my family. I mean...we've gone tons of times. It'd be fun going with someone else...

But yeah...
Ugh I still have to finish my homework. I doubt I'll get the time to....
Good thing is since im going to be gone tomorrow, and since I'm taking the CAHSEE next week I definitely will be gone for at least periods 1-3, so i won't have to make up my Euro test until Thursday :D
But I still need to turn in my Watchmen review...since they're gonna need it. If they use it anyway. They have a knack for not publishing my stories *mumble*

I'd prefer to go to school and have to do Euro and my review then to not....

Bah!

Survey form enviousenvy101 

01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
      No....

02) What was your dream growing up?
Hmm....
I really don't know. I think i wanted to be an astronaut...totally cliche, right?

03) What talent do you wish you had?
I wish I could sing...or play the guitar. Or both.
I mean come on man, think of all the possibilities that open when you posses those?

04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
I guess it'd either be a Coke Zero or a Monster Energy
05) Favorite fruit?
Orange slices with salt on 'em....
yum ^^
06) What was the last book you read?
I don't remember...
Probably Deathly Hallows
It SHOULD be 1984 but I haven't finished it even tho It should've been done on Friday....
07) What zodiac sign are you?
Zodiac?
Like....Rooster?
Or like...Virgo?

08) Any tattoos and/or piercings? Explain where.
None and none.
Nowhere.

09) Worst habit?
Procrastinating.
HORRIBLE, HORRIBLE habit...
It will be the end of me, I swear...

10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
Of course I would! D=

11) What is your favorite sport?
Not much of a sport buff...
Broom Hockey is always fun.
Soccer is alright...not very good at maneuvering the ball even though I should be
since i'm mexican and all.

12) Do you have a pessimistic or optimistic attitude?
Hmm...
It really depends on the situation.
As of yet I'm optimistic
It tends to swing depending on events and situations

13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
Welll...
I'd make sure you were alright, and calm.
Then...I'd do my best to pass the time and take the fact that WE'RE STUCK IN AN ENCLOSED SPACE TEETERING
ON  A WIRE 50 FEET IN THE AIR off our minds.
:D
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
My parents ruined my possible social life when i was a child....
T_T

15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
Uhh...
weird?
like...
uh....
I'm just kind of weird sometimes I guess.

16) Do you have any pets?
I have a dog named Charlie. He's a Doberman. He's coool

17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
I'd let you in and ask what's up. Then I'd take action from there depending on your answer.

18) What was your first impression of me?
Umm....
Oh, President lady!
I don't.....I don't think that she is Melinda like Hayley says she is....
Nope...she just said her name was Lauren
OKay then...

19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
Neither.
Clowns are not funny.
Nuff said

20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
MY HAIR
I WISH IT WERE STRAIGHT
AND NOT FAIL!

21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
Crime Partner, duh
Unless it was something really bad...
then i'd be your "nuh uh you are not doing this"

22) What color eyes do you have?
Mah eyez are browwwwn

23) Ever been arrested?
No
I hope i never will be

24) Bottled or tap water?
Bottled...all the way
Preferably Fiji

25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
I'd pay my dad for the TV so he wouldn't be able to return it
Then I'd...buy some new furniture
And...
Save the rest for some future spontaneous spending

26) What's your favorite place to hang out at?
My room, it's comfortable and familiar and I have (most) of what I need here.
Other than that...
The mall and the Marketplace is always fun?

27) Do you believe in ghosts?
Having never seen one...no

28) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
i never have "spare" time because i never use my time wisely anyway.
So...
yeah.
I just waste alot of time...
29) Do you swear a lot?
Kinda?
I swear more than i should I guess...

30) Biggest pet peeve?
Hmm...
Mentioning something but then saying "but i cant tell you"
thats just...
URGH

31) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
Laid-Back

32) Do you believe in love at first sight?
No...
How can you "love" someone just by seeing them?
Feelings are built upon time and interaction.

33) Favorite and least favorite food?
Favorite: Frito Lay Honey BBQ twists...those things are angelically deliscous. Lots of calories, tho...
Least Favorite: Bleu Cheese. My GOD is that stuff horrible...

34) Do you believe in God?
I don't know sometimes...
I mean...I accept that there might be  a "supreme being"
But then again...the concept of god is something that was created by man.
Especially specific doctrines and religions
So I really don't enjoy religousness,
but i believe that there is something spiritual about the world
And...I really hope that there IS a heaven...
Because every time I start to think of what sudden non-existence would be like...
It scares me to no end...

35) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
I just did!